Monday, March 7, 2011

tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies...

i was asked today what i would say to my 8th grade self...
  • you are beautiful
  • you are worthy
  • you are loved
  • someone will come and save you, and his name will be Brian.
  • you will survive this
  • you are perfect JUST the way you are
  • you were NOT a mistake
  • i'm sorry you live with a monster
  • this world has good things in store for you
  • an angel will be given to you, and you will name him Carson.
i have a long journey ahead of me. i need to heal, and the first step is going back....it is hard to go back sometimes.