about last night

i walk in his room as i do every night before bed. pull the covers closer to his chin and i just stare. this is MY son. watching him sleep, my throat aches. there is nothing i would not do for this child. God gave him to me to raise the best way i know how. i pray i do the right things daily to make him a loving,caring,and understanding person in this often cruel world. i teach him that EVERYONE is made with love. despite their age,gender,or skin color. i want to teach him to be color blind, and so far i think brian and i have done well. as he gets older i will teach him about other ways to be kind to others. he gives his toys to charity with out argument. he thought the ride "It's a small world" at Disney world was sad, he said that he wished that all the children in the world were as happy as those portrayed during that ride. he is my love,my life,my only child,my son.