have u missed me?

i think that i actually only have 1 reader(thanks kim). but alas, i will start to write more just in case i have a few lurkers who have yet to show their support. well in 2 days it will be thanksgiving and i will be at my grandmothers house. yay... without my brian...he has to stay home...long story. but i will be taking carson and we will have a grand time. EXCEPT that means, without brian(who is my rock,security blanket and all around super hero) i will have to face the evil step-dad alone. he is the reason for every mental problem i have. he is the biggest ass! He is actually a drunk who has managed to wreck my life in so many ways. not to mention my poor mother....but that too is a whole different story. so wish me luck and loads of courage that i am sure i will need!! will chat more on my return. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!