sometimes i feel as if i am slipping down a hole.
that every time i look over my shoulder, the light at the top of the hole gets dimmer and i can not see as clearly as once before. the past few weeks i can not get my footing, and i feel my self sliding faster and faster and try as i might...I CAN NOT STOP!! i feel sorry for my son and husband some days. i feel that they are being cheated out of a happy home life. please don't read this and think that i am just in a corner crying day in and day out. i am not...although some days that sounds like heaven to me. i do what needs to be done. no more,no less. well maybe sometimes a little less than i should.
does anyone even read this??
If You Leave
10 years ago